Hey Guys…
So a lot has went on in the past few months since I posted last. I have recently separated from my wife of 4-5 years. I was a bit sad about, and I still am a little. She was at one point my everything. As the years went by, she changed into someone that I don’t even know now. She changed into a woman that literally isn’t Tabbi. And till this day, I don’t know what happened or why she changed like this. I know I have a changed a little bit, but not in a bad way I thought? I’m not even sure anymore. Anyways, a little over a week ago now, I left her. I moved back home, and I do plan on eventually getting a divorce from her. I have tried many, many, MANY times to fix this marriage. But to no avail at all. In the last few weeks, she desperately tried to keep me from leaving. It was like she knew that I wanted to leave and that I was unhappy. I told her many times that I was unhappy, and I didn’t think that the marriage was going to work out due to her lacking of input in the marriage. She stopped helping me around the house, she started becoming more and more lazy. It got so bad, that when she had hurt her foot recently, she decided that she was going to completely rely on the injury as a “crutch” for she wouldn’t have to ANYTHING around the house at all. She even asked me to take off her socks and shoes one day while I was at work. (I work at home btw). I’m just so done with the thing, it makes me sad that it had to end like this. But there’s no going back about it at all. I can’t revive that marriage. I shouldn’t get angry at someone that claims that they love me and still does stupid stuff. I shouldn’t get angry at all at my SO if everything is ok between us.
So in the end of all of this, I’m moving on and going to start over. I have to start over. I can’t be angry all the time, I can’t be wanting to hurt someone. That’s just NOT like me. My nickname maybe Flare. But I sure as well shouldn’t flare up at my SO like that.