Hey guys, wanted to spill my heart here a little.
After getting back with my lovely wife, things have really started to look up. I’ve had a number of job offers in IT, I’ve been much happier. I stopped worrying about Maggi as well. I used to be paranoid about who Maggi was talking to and why she wouldn’t just be with me. When I finally said enough was enough, I really did learn that what I was doing was just looking for something in the wrong places. Now don’t get me wrong Maggi was an awesome woman, and she still is. I do sorta miss talking to her, but I know if I started talking to her again I might start up the feelings for her again. And I really shouldn’t do that. Mainly because I want to keep my marriage. I already messed up before, don’t wanna mess it up again.
The wife and I are doing so much more better that I really don’t know what the crap I was thinking when I left her. Most of the bad things that were going on when I left, were partly my fault. As my Dad says, it takes 2 to tango, and that goes for this as well.
All in all, as I sit here with my wife on the phone with me (her sleeping mind you), I realized that she has made me number one again. Apart from God of course. But she has made me number one again. She calls me when she has bad dreams, she strives to get my attention, she talks to me all the time. She’s always dying for me to cuddle her. See, I really wish I could have saw all of these things that she does for me and how much she cares before I left her.
Anyways, y’all have a good night. And remember, things aren’t always as they seem to be. Sometimes you need to look deeper, and put yourself in other’s shoes.